learning that nobody is cool

last night i was up late thinking to myself as per usual and i decided to play this one episode from emma chamberlain's "anything goes"(ill put the link here below for anyone who wants to give it a listen)

https://open.spotify.com/episode/12U9dxlcqZ6ZMbplUo8bld?si=4b1f6845ac6a4e4e

as i was deep in thought i finally realized that literally nobody is cool. you may see someone's social media and think oh shit this person is really cool i wish i was them but then if you ever meet them in person they're not perfect. everyone does and says cringy ass shit sometimes bc we are humans and nobody is perfect. but as a perfectionist myself, kinda having this realization helped me out a lot bc i put so much pressure on myself to seem cool and i really dissect everything i say just to make sure it doesnt sound weird or annoying when i dont have to. idk just thought that would help at least someone if anyone sees this post.