there is an updowntown localexpress 456bdfm123ace train to brooklynastoriaditmarsbroadwaypelhambay approaching the station, please stand away from the platform edge

have you ever been standing still when a train car goes by? and suddenly it feels like you are moving on your stationary platform, though you know its the other way around? that is how i imagine it must feel to love me. i claw and beg you to stay right where you are, with me and content, but you have not moved. it is me who is moving in anticipation for an event that’ll never come. I imagine you most be dizzy with it, with how much i change. having to close your eyes and plug your ears while you shout “im not moving! why are you?” funny thing about trains, when they move too much, and never end up stopping at your platform, passengers get angry. understandably so. and maybe these passengers will get so angry that they say “yknow what? another train is pulling in thats actually going to stop at my station, i think i’ll go there instead” but the chugging in my ears was so loud that i didnt even hear you leave. 

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i think i like writing about trains. can't be sure tho better write 10,000 more just to be absolutely positive...

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