Introduction

Name is Elizabeth I am 41 years old. I have been married to my soul mate for 17 years. We have been together for 18 years. We have one daughter who is pretty much our world. There is nothing we wouldnt do for her. We have been waiting to get her tested for a sensory processing disorder and autism as her doctor seems to think she has that ( we have suspected the sensory processing disorder since she was around a year old. but we couldnt get a doctor to listen to us and finally last year we got a doctor to listen to us and we are on a list to get an appointment to have her tested for those but the testing center said that it could be a year or two years before they can give her appointment as they have over 4,000 kids waiting to get a appointment. ) We do have another daughter but she pasted away will I was pregnant with her.  I was 20 weeks when I went to the doctor for an ultrasound and they didnt find a heartbeat. She was born on May 14, 2021 so this loss is still pretty new. We are not really looking forward to the holidays but we are getting through them. We never thought we could get pregnant. (Our oldest daughter is adopted. ) We had tried for years and then decided to adopt so we adopted our oldest daugther in 2015 and they Jan of this year found out we was pregnant and then loss that baby in May. So we are looking forward to 2022 and hopefully it will be a better year for us. 

I have anxiety and depression. I also have a hypothyroidism and pcos (poly cyst ovary syndrome. ) I have had anxiety for years and I knew mean years. I had it as a child but it was mostly then social anxiety the depression has been on and off since my early 20s maybe late teens.  I found out about the pcos as a teen and the hypothyroidism i found out when i was in my late 20s. 

I love to read, write, draw, paint (well pretty much any kind art lol ), but my all time favorite thing to do is spend time with my family. I have a kids book that i have written but I am having a hard time getting it published. No agent will take me on as they keep saying they do not see the vision of it.  I have no clue if they really are reading the pages that I have sent to them or not. So i do not know how they cannot see the vision of it. I would self publish but it costs a lot of money to do that. I want it to be a picture book but I am having a hard time getting the picture to come out like I picture it in my head.  

Yeah this is all me in a nut shell. I have a crazy busy life but I wouldnt change it as it is me. One thing I am changing is my weight and health. I can tell I am not healthy but I am working on it.