Chel-C
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Uggggh. I fucked up. I checked social media... and was immediately flooded with triggers. Yay trauma amirite? -_- It's funny tho. Because FUCK SOCIAL MEDIA. What was benign at one point is now just a flood of bullshit anxiety, feelings of worthlessness, and loneliness. I definitely don't want to go back now. Fuck it all. Anyway, after crying it out, it's time to get everything ready for classes to start tomorrow. Shopping, food prep, organizing school shit... Not feeling it today. But I don't really have a choice.
Update: 2:30 PM
Feeling a lot better. Shopping's done, starting to meal prep, laundry just needs to be folded, and I've got my "Pretty Music" playlist on. I don't think I can ask too much more of myself. Patting myself on the back a little.
Update 7:45 PM
Class starts tomorrow. O.o Spent the last while going through every syllabus and assignment due in the next couple of weeks. I'm ready to start, but Idk if I'm ready for the stress. :/
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