21/12/22

3 years ago today, I was settling in for my first and last Christmas with my ex partner (though I wasn't aware at the time). I tried my best for him; I gave him everything he wanted but I wasn't enough. I'd bought a phone on contract for him - going into hundreds of pounds in debt and ruining my credit score, I bought his food and paid his share of the rent. I even paid for his bus fare a few times. How did he repay me? With pain and upset. 

Fast forward to today, and I still get flashbacks of the way he treated me when we were together. In fact, I see more of him now when I go out than I did the whole time we lived together :/ My friend told me the other day that she was sent a picture by my ex. I wonder if his current girlfriend knows he's still cheating...