my gender

ok gender is so weird like- 

so im genderfluid right? and my pronouns r he/they/it. i get soooo much dysphoria when some1 uses she/her pronouns on me... but the thing is; i dont mind feminine compliments nd stuff. like pretty, beautiful, gorgeous, etc. but i also luv being called things like handsome nd stuff. like idc as long as its a compliment. another thing; i also dont mind my romantic partners calling me wife... but if they ever called me their girlfriend- i would barf. and i dont like the term "partner" but boyfriend is good. and i dress and look supr feminine... but i h8 being perceived as a woman, even though i also feel this sort of pride n my woman-y feminism... yk??? idk. but dont get me wrong, i luv looking masculine. like i LUV it. sometimes is rlly do want a flat chest nd male parts. but at the same timeeeee i LUVVVV my bodyyyyyy, like its gorgeous. idek anymore...

gender is odd.

UPD8*

i no longer identify with any gender. its a useless nd unnecessary label that i dont feel like putting on myself.