rawr [TW taking abt pills/medz]

I have not taken my meds and don't plan to

at least not rn lmao

i am too lazy to get them because there are no more left in my "mon tues wed thur fri sat sun" sorter thingy and i have to take three pillz every morning and I'm in a good moon rn and having to take my pills will ruin that good mood bcuz I don't like taking my pills they make me feel bad abt myself when i have to take them but i feel guilty for not taking them but I should at leazt have one day off because my main pill (methylphenidate AKA adhd medz) makes me not feel hungry AT ALL and I need to get my weight up or else they will take me off my medz until i get my weight up

UUGGHHH IM CONFLICTEDDDDDD

halp me plz