Blog #5 - Motivation and Frustration

    Hey everyone, thanks for coming back to read my blog. I've done a lot of thinking and shit this week. 

    Well to start off, tomorrow I have auditions for a Legally Blonde play. I'm super nervous, especially about my audition song. Hopefully I'll get a good role? No, I will get a good role (pray for me guys). I also deleted TikTok. I finally did it and I never wanna go back on it again. So if you were looking for a sign to delete TikTok, or any other social media troubling you, do it. It was very freeing.

    I've been thinking about my future for a while. I just really want to be successful, you know? It may sound overly ambitious at times, but I'd rather be that than nothing. I'm trying to just do better in everything, especially since I really have to start thinking more about college. I just need to figure out how to become more motivated. It can be hard, I'm sure you guys get it. If you have any tips for staying motivated on things, I'd accept it graciously.

    I practiced my guitar a lot last night. I learned Stop Smoking (We Love You) by Car Seat Headrest, and In And Aeroplane Over the Sea by Neutral Milk Hotel. My fingers kept bleeding and it hurt pretty bad, but I understand that it's necessary. I find myself getting frustrated with it a lot. 

    I have also been very excited about growing my CD and DVD collection. My girlfriend is sending me 4 new CDs for Christmas! I honestly can't wait.

    I think that'll be all for today. I'm gonna go finish drinking my tea for now. Until next time.

                                                                                                                          -Alex