💟 7th post (｡◕‿◕｡) | 4am Motives (writing)

It's 4am again. I've lost of track again, and I frown when I think about it. Time and time again, I've been told that staying up really late is bad for your health, still I can't stop myself from staying up and doing dumb stuff. Sometimes, I don't even do stuff!

Sometimes, I stay up all night.. just to be sad.

Sometimes, I stay up all night.. just to write my feeling out.

Sometimes, I stay up all night.. just to play games.

Days are only boring, the Night seems like a time where you're by yourself, everyone else is either asleep or out, it.. feels comforting, to me. Being alone, at 4am, listening to some lofi music and doing meaningless stuff. The thought that ''I'm young, I must live my life to the fullest!'' keeps me up. Thinking, whatever, one more night, one more night and I'll fix my sleeping hours, knowing its just a lie.

Right now, it's 6am. I stayed even more up writing and drawing just for this post. I am very dizzy and sleepy, it's such a nice feeling. I keep on incorrectly spelling stuff and having to go erase commas and stuff, it's.. funny.. haha!.. ha.. What am I doing?..

Please comment! It makes me very happy ^-^