Not feeling it, gotta get this shit off my chest

Damn, last night was ass. I mean, the past week has been nothing but chaos but by god last night was hell. My closest friend got pissed off at me and we had an argument and now he's avoiding me. I'm not going to push him to interact with me because that would just be really toxic, but damn, this shit blows big time. IDK, I just feel lost and like I can't find my footing in this world bcuz shit's either out of reach or too big for some emotionally damaged 16-year-old to handle. Eh whatever, I've been kinda hiding away from my close IRL friends due to my depression, and I think it's about damn time I stop being a coward bcuz they are starting to be worried about me and ask after me.

Also I really need to get decent sleep and stop staying up late playing My Singing Monsters or overthinking random crap.