Another gloomy day

i spend most of my time thinking whether if its worth it to be depressed and stressed everyday over someone who, i know for fact, doesnt do a damn thing for me. 

You ever wished to have someone that would devote time to you, take cute photos, laugh about jokes, someone that just stares into your soul, sing together and other cute shit like that.. well yeah i have the complete opposite of that. 

i get threatened about going on child support if i leave. There have been times when i find someone to be with and all the boxes check out and she comes in and completely ruins it. so yeah ive tried to move on.. its never gonna work. 

and this is why i spend most of my time being depressed. I take every day the same as i did the day before. i know im wasting my time. but i cant do much right now.. im still re-working my plan b. one day im just gonna do it.