I don't really wanna do the work

I have finished my portfolio, extraordinarily...so now I must do some boring a$$ IT bs before the end of the day. And as you can tell by this blog entry, I don't actually care for it. It's just I don't like doing work that makes me feel like my brain is about to drip out of my ears. 

When we were doing our portfolios in an enclosed room, me and the bf were getting extremely overwhelmed by the noise in the room, he even got asked why he was being rude, after him, me and a d@mn staff member asked everyone politely to calm down and be a little quieter, they weren't really my problem, if they wanted to get kicked out of the room, so be it, I wasn't going to be around to see that happen, so off I went.

Tried to have lunch, succeeded, tried to get rid of lunch, failed, because someone came into the bathrooms, stupid >:(.

I guess it was for the best, but I will find a way to get it out asap. I just can't focus right now, idk why.

I have a therapist now, I'm too scared to talk to M&M though, again, idk why, maybe I'm not ready to get well just yet.