!! VENT #2 !!

 I genuinely wish my mom cared about me, its hard knowing i still love her and of course I still care for her shes still my mom? but I wish she was here for me. I wish she didn't leave me, I need a mom or a mother figure.                                                                                                           I mean I have a step mom but she says "I consider you more of a friend then my kid" and she guilt trips me at least in every conversation just I wish she didn't leave I wish she was here, I wished she at least acted like she loved me instead of trying to buy my love anytime I see her in real life she'll throw shit at me and just acts like she did nothing. God it's so upsetting, and i'm sorry for posting this but I need to get all this off my chest.                                                             I just wish she cared I wished she loved me I wished she was more like my mom, then just a stranger at this point.