13/12/22

I slept really weirdly last night.

I fell asleep around 1:00AM, woke up at 4:00AM coughing nonstop until i fell asleep again at 5:00AM, woke up at 9:00AM and fell asleep. Then, I finally woke up at 11:30AM.

I didn’t do any work today and I thought my mum would be home sooner than she was. 

My brother was supposed to me lunch but I couldn’t eat it since he way undercooked everything so I didn’t eat much until 5:00PM, when my mum came home.

She cooked pizza (not great since my sensory issues and pizza don’t mix well) and I tried biting into it and I instantly felt sick. I cried a lot, I hate wasting food but I couldn’t eat it.

That made me feel really bad. There I was, doing fuck all and wasting a ton of food.

I knitted to try and calm myself down. Luckily, it worked. I basically knitted nonstop for three hours.