12/12/22

life has most certainly been strange recently. sometimes i feel like there is no reason for living at all. while other times i feel as though there is nothing more beautiful in this world than being alive. but with being alive does it mean that we must suffer and endure pain. i see so many good people who get dealt the worst cards and we think "is this all my life will be?". for that i answer no. i choose how my life will be and how i take my issues. i am finally in control. and it feels a bit more beautiful than being alive.