"how funny that it starts with m"

a nickname of a poet 

whom I've never met 

it starts with the same letter

as your fucking name 

ironic, well who couldn't tell 

that names would hunt me down 

you pinned me against that wall 

said only friends, that's all

and even though I'd trust you with

my body and my pain 

there is no way I'll share my thoughts 

don't want a hurtful day 

might try to flirt but then you kiss 

other guys on the lips

and you might say my arms invite

but you would never sit

next to me as I heal