I love my best friend <3

My best friend Rob is amazing, I was having a really bad day, and I told her about it, we called and we're still on call right now, I also expressed my feelings about any possible infidelity between my boyfriend and my other bestie and she immediately told me that there would be no possibility of that. And even if it ever did, she'd beat the ever loving shit out of them both before I had the chance to find out. 

The boyfriend texted me asking to call, I just left him on read, if he's so comfortable leaving me on read so am I. He had no issue not calling last night so why should I? I was feeling the worst I've ever felt in a while and all he said was "I hope you feel better soon, love you". Fuck you, why would you say that, I cut myself and you say that, god forbid how you treat your friends struggles let alone your fucking girlfriends...

He's not bothered to try any more, but I don't need him, I've finished as much as I can of my portfolio, and now I'm doing another update of my blog, I've also gotten my therapy sessions sorted out too, I don't need him distracting me. I'm going to get more done without him, and I don't need to talk to him every night to be stable.

Tho... I am staying over next week, for the show. Oh shit...