hello! its me again
its been a while since ive taken the time to listen to hozier, but i think i got past the memories that i held with a few of his songs, and can finally enjoy them again without getting flashbacks constantly about my past.
those songs are:
- almost (sweet music)
- like real people do
- take me to church
- someone new
- jackie and wilson
songs i tried to listen to but still need to work on:
- cherry wine
- angel of small death and the codeine scene
- would that i
at the beginning this was hard. it became hard for me to eat and take care of myself, to keep myself from dissociating, and to not feel sad. but i know that it comes with trying to get over traumatic experiences.
but i know that as long as i recognize that my mental health is declining while trying to re-listen to these songs, i can figure out how to bring myself back.
and so far, its been working quite well.
when i feel like im in a good place to listen to some more, i will! and ill keep this blog updated :)
but until then...!
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