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re-association diaries -day 15- Nov. 2, 2021

hello! its me again




its been a while since ive taken the time to listen to hozier, but i think i got past the memories that i held with a few of his songs, and can finally enjoy them again without getting flashbacks constantly about my past. 


those songs are:

  1. almost (sweet music)
  2. like real people do
  3. take me to church
  4. someone new
  5. jackie and wilson

songs i tried to listen to but still need to work on:
  1. cherry wine
  2. angel of small death and the codeine scene
  3. would that i



at the beginning this was hard. it became hard for me to eat and take care of myself, to keep myself from dissociating, and to not feel sad. but i know that it comes with trying to get over traumatic experiences. 


but i know that as long as i recognize that my mental health is declining while trying to re-listen to these songs, i can figure out how to bring myself back.


and so far, its been working quite well. 


when i feel like im in a good place to listen to some more, i will! and ill keep this blog updated :) 



but until then...!


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