Transition #4

It's becoming evidently clear to me how much I have to transition. It's killing me not to!

Progress plan:

- call praxis to get email and imput information. 16

- start socially transitioning somehow???? Howww??? It's so scary and dangerous. How the hell do I do that. It goes against all my programming. But i gotta figure it out.

- start working out. Spend more time with boys. Get more boy clothing

- stop chasing fantasies of getting together with people. Either the one™ is gonna show up and I'll want to kiss them despite my pre transition status or I'll keep meeting nice people who live up to manz but NOT ALL standards

I just gotta change. I'll figure out how. I have to learn how to interact inside this world!