It's becoming evidently clear to me how much I have to transition. It's killing me not to!
Progress plan:
- call praxis to get email and imput information. 16
- start socially transitioning somehow???? Howww??? It's so scary and dangerous. How the hell do I do that. It goes against all my programming. But i gotta figure it out.
- start working out. Spend more time with boys. Get more boy clothing
- stop chasing fantasies of getting together with people. Either the oneā¢ is gonna show up and I'll want to kiss them despite my pre transition status or I'll keep meeting nice people who live up to manz but NOT ALL standards
I just gotta change. I'll figure out how. I have to learn how to interact inside this world!
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dogmaweary
You don't have to transition to act how you wanna act. You can do all the typically manly boy stuff that you're interested in and still be a chick. Thinking that you must become a man because you like the boyman aesthetic will just cause you more pain in the long run.
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