why did you have to do this?

I don't understand why you had to do this. I don't understand why you did this if you loved me. I am so confused. I hate what you did and can't trust you. And im mad and upset and I don't know how to react or deal with it I don't understand why YOU HAD TO KISS ANOTHER GIRL. This is such fucking bullshit and im so mad im so fucking mad. You know Id never do that to you. YOU KNOW I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO YOU SO I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU DID IT TO ME AND NOW YOUR SITTING HERE CRYING AND UPSET CAUSE YOU FUCKED UP??? IM SO MAD AT YOU IM SO SO MAD AND UPSET I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAD TO GO AND DO THIS THERE WAS NO REASON AND IF YOU THINK I WILL TALK TO HER AGAIN I WONT SHES NOT MY FRIEND ANYMORE EITHER AND YOU'LL BE THE ONE TO EXPLAIN THAT TO HER.