I dislike today for what you did

I started off the day feeling great I was doing so well I got asked how I was and I said amazing cause I was and here you go ruining it all do you not think? About how I feel? About how much I wouldn’t trust you after to do the bare minimum? Is that too much to ask? I wish you lied to me I wish I didn’t know cause all I could think now is fuck you you ducking asshole ur a dick and idk why I fell for it. I don’t know why I thought you were different. Jesus.