CHRISTMAS TIME

I haven't made a blog in a while, so hello! 

I have been doing well, I have finally come to terms with my sexuality and gender, I am a man. Christmas is very near, which is very fun! I am going on a trip with my family and am getting new clothes for myself this Christmas.  And I've been catching up on friends and stuff. 

I absolutely despise my school friends though, especially my 'best friend'. She makes me feel crap about myself and I hate it. But if I tell her this stuff, it will make me feel bad because then she will be sad, and I'll be bawling my eyes out, and we probably not be friends anymore, and I need friends. I'm friends with two popular kids, who have people around them 24/7. And it sucks to know that people aren't there for you, they don't even care if your there or not, they are there for someone else. But I'm pretty sure that is just how it works, and it happens a lot. 

ANYWAYS thats all, bye.