my outfits/emo outfits

So 4 me i dress kinda weird like ummm im emo at heart but I dress kinda prep like a bella swan mix yk? but I wanna be emo its just that im scared of people bullying me ik it sounds stupid buts it true I live in Minnesota in a place full of preps I live in a preety rich area so everyone is a prep  its hella annoying plus i dont have the money to just buy a new wordrobe it makes me feel like a poser but lately ive resorted to stealing some stuff but i told my friend abt it and she complety blew up on me like ugh 🙄 but anyways i have to clean my room bye :P