Makeup, Body image, idk bro.

Ok so, makeup is so bad for my skin but I look so good in it bruh. I really feel like myself in it but i think I look fine without it. Anyways. I'm really self conscious and my body has never been perfect; I've always been fat/ chubby. My friends say they wish they were in my body but it doesn't help. I know I'm pretty average weight but I can't help thinking I look horrendous. Bye!! ^^