5th day..

5th day of officially being together.

Surprisingly, we still treat each other like we used to when we haven't labelled this thing. But much more closer. I loved it.

I stated all the negative side on me and he said it's fine. I heard few rebuttals about what I said. But those rebuttals are shallow. I decided I shouldn't expect more.

And then..

I heard him sing the line: "Said I love you but I lied."

For real?

I experienced this before, my ex sang a song to me and the lyrics was exactly his thoughts. And it's not a love song. It's the opposite.

Maybe I should stop being toxic? Comparing him to others. But if I do that, I'd be lowering my defenses and would be prone to heartbreaks again.

There you go. There's always some pros and cons in life. Guess I'll just go with the flow as for now, enjoy our moments, and live my life.