November's slightly better update yayyaya

ok i know i said nothing was gonna happen 4 the rest of this month BUT that blog was a total bummer so im writing a new one


I went to the doctors last week for a check up n got referralz to see a psychiatrist AND a therapist!!!! woop woop :D
my dad and gma on my momz side have adhd (and I think my mom does too but shhh) so im seeing a psychiatrist to be evaluated 
I had paperz I was supposed to give my teachers last fall but I 4got and then,,, started homeschool,,,,, .-.

ALSO on the 14th (taylors bday bee tee dubs) im seeing my doctor to talk abt going on testosterone!!!! \(≧▽≦)/my mom says our insurance wont cover hormonez but I've been waiting actual YEARZ so im going on T one way or anothr Istg
(and we don't have to worry abt age bcz i turn 16 2 days after :o)

However on that last dctrs visit i was underweight so i had to get my blood drawn today to check for vitamin deficiencies n such (BOOO)
i almost passed out (・・ ) BUT I DIDNT so its ok evrything is fine


I have finals next week but tbh i dont think ill actually be able to take em all :/
I think i can do art, English, and psychology but its otherwise impossible for me to catch up on the rest :(

Its fine I've already decided ill try to learn all that stuff on my own (khan academy the beloved) and then make up the credits later (i think they'll make me do it over winter break? but itz so short so idk)


The end of this month wasn't all great tho my mom STILL makes us celebrate thanksgiving w my grandparentz ლ(ಠ_ಠ ლ)
Hate thxgiving bcz of all the sports enjoyers (great aunt YELLS at the tv >:/ i hate yelling so bad) and the racists,,, and the transphobes,,,, and i have food issues,,,,,,
It was awful bc my younger sibling is NB and when i corrected my great aunt on their pronouns she laughed (≖、≖╬)
so glad shes not coming for christmas

We came over to decorate on Saturday and it was all fine and dandy until they put on some comedian and not only was he PAINFULLY unfunny but he started making jokes about trans ppl ("traps" bullshit and pronouns and AAAGH) and they started laughing 
it was the worst bc not only is it just bs to disrespect transwomen, but all i gathered from that was that they dont respect me and my sibling or see us as human beings worthy of respect
My mom was also uncomfy and i was VISIBLY seething (not rlly i just wanted to cry) and i already have an upset looking face so it was BAD so we left (W mom)

so yeah major f you to my extended family on that side ┌∩┐(_)┌∩┐


n e way on a much happier note my cat slept next to me last night and she is literally the cutest lil baby ever

LOOK AT HER!!!!!!!!!!!

i love her so much i might actually blow up


ok i think that's all so ill see yall next month mothers fuckers and others


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✮ Elias ✮ (AUTOPLAY!)

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4got to mention that i also hate thxgiving bc it is not only a lie but celebrates the genocide of natives


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