blehhhhh :P

i was hanging out with a friend shopping, we were having so much fun, but then we went to see her boyfriend, he was a cool guy and overall chill but then they started being super touchy and slobbery with each-other, i felt like a total 3rd wheel and to be honest, alittle jealous. i mean im not desperate for a guy, i got high but not outrageous standards, but damn that moment sure made me feel that way hah, guys around my area are weird so maybe i need a change? i dont know. maybe love will just come out of nowhere, but i think im starting to give up on it but also not really, i can love but meh its just "there".