wth happened to my youtube account :(

okay zo, i had a youtube channel, but now i wanted to link my acc to spacehey, or just make a blogpost so people know that it exists, and i wanted to add a link to my video. i have 2 separate accounts for posting nd for just watching vids, so i hadnt used my posting acc in a while (hehe oops) but now i wanted to link my first video in a blogpost so people could find me, and it was just gone. i could probably find it back when im home but im at school now, im still gonna try and find it like as soon as im home but like its still sad