After our first date..

I am 26 and this is the first time I dated someone who doesn't have any experience when it comes to dating.

It's a bit awkward for me since I never dated someone younger than me. To be precise, he is 4 years younger. No GF since birth, thus, no other experiences.

A total virgin.

I want him to see me as a conservative woman, but then he asked me: "You said you are clingy?"

Damn.

Oh, yes. I am. But this is our first date, boy! I know you might want to experience things you haven't had with your 22 years of existence, but, please, chill! :D

I am still trying to figure out how to act, but he pulled the real me. He did not give me the chance to create a fake version of me. He kissed me rapidly, as if not his first. He just gave away his first kiss to someone like me. And.. honestly, I'm not good with it.

I've got my own insecurities. Can you blame me? I just got out of a super duper toxic relationship.

He showed me that his first kiss was worth it. Was it?

Am I worth it?