I'M HERE

hi!!! i've been inactive due to Stuff and Things, totally just didn't forget i had an account here, nope!

I got sonic frontiers on the day of release, and i beat it on normal mode, but i've yet to best hard mode's true final boss. as far as i'm concerned, i haven't truly beaten the game until i've done that, so there's still work to do!

i've been drawing a lot more, i've gotten really into some fanmade sonic webcomics, and i feel like i'm becoming more strong and confident as a person. though, there are still a lot of hard and tiresome days. i deal with those as i go, and i do the best i can under the circumstances. i'll work hard, and i'll reach my goals for sure!

it feels crazy that i'm almost twenty years old now, when i hardly feel like i'm a complete person. but i guess rushing the whole "find yourself" business isn't a good idea at all. the more i think about what i want to study after i finish high school, the more confused i become. i'm beginning to think that i should take a year to just get in touch with communities, get a few part-time jobs, and build up savings for the year after that, and just hope i have a solid idea of what i want to do by then.

the whole concept of deciding what to study feels insane. oh yeah, let me just tape a few options that i kinda like to a dartboard, and whatever i land on will determine my career and life for maybe the coming decade. i love being tied down. fuck, dude. nine to five sounds like hell on earth. i've toyed with the idea of becoming a truck driver, though...

oh, also, i got a decent job since last month, so hurray! spending money! i love to fill the void in my soul with products and yummy snacks!

aaaand sonic frontiers made my chronic tinnitus worse. weeeeeeeeee.

and that's it for mack's current thoughts and recent happenings. i hope you have a cool and fun and nice day!