thanksgiving my behated

i was anxious the entire time while at my relative's house and nearly every single food item is stuff i have sensory issues with. (fun!! /s) also we only ever went for lunch and both of my parents were taking naps so all i was able to make was a single bowl of ramen even though i kinda wish we had more. also someone had a guitar for whatever reason and my family sees the fact that i play it as some sort of party trick so of course they had me play some stuff even though i kinda didnt wanna be there in the first place let alone socialize