trinity of terror !!!!

11/18/22 3:13AM
listening to: burn out - johnny goth

i cannot begin to describe how nice life is right now. my boyfriend and i just did something that ive been meaning to for a really long time, and its something thats really really important to me. its something that takes a lot of commitment and im really glad that he and i have this bond so strong...
uashfdghg gushes and dies about it.....

things just feel weirdly calm right now. i have my wax warmer on, the room is just warm enough that it isnt uncomfortable, sheltering us from the blistery near-winter wind outside... it recently snowed up here a  little bit, i was down in baltimore, maryland when it happened though, nothing but rain down there. you might be wondering why i was in baltimore...

hint hint, i dont live there. me and the boyf went down for the trinity of terror tour
,, yknow motionless in white, ice nine kills, and black veil brides all in the same arena.

god i cant fucking focus.

11/22/22 11:23PM
listening to: im here to take the sky - rebuild destroy until god shows

ANYWAYS. im back LOL, TRINITY OF TERROR!!!! it was so fucking good!!! im so glad i got to see motionless in white again, the first time i didnt end up going into the crowd because
it was at blue ridge and i wasn't as into their music as i am now, but im like a weird megafan now, i listened to the entire discography at work the other day. ........i like MIW. i even made a patch of their swirl logo for my jacket. along with my pierce the veil, my chemical romance, and slipknot patches (i didnt make the slipknot one, bought it at the mall a LONG time ago...) we didn't end up getting floor for trinity of terror, but it was still such a good show. my first time buying concert tix and my first arena show!!! it was so loud my ears were fucking ringing afterwards... we didn't end up staying for black veil brides though. i don't really listen to them besides one song, and my boyfriend likes their older stuff compared to the newer stuff that they're touring. so after ice nine kills played (which during the breakdown of ex-mortis, the fucking audio failed and they didnt restart the song u__u its one of my favs by them i was SO SAD) we left during the intermission to go get dominos ......best pizza ive ever had in my life.

watching south park in your random-ass hotel room, warming up after getting drenched in the torrential downpour you've trekked through to reach your car, while eating pizza that is fresh out of the oven is the BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD. god that bed was so comfortable, and the light coming in from the window was just.. beautiful. i know its such a little thing to pick out but i really am trying to appreciate the small things in life, it makes living in this world a bit easier. before the show though, we hit a HUGE mall,,, it was so cool. and i got to knock a couple things off my bucket list. i went to my first round one arcade, and finally. finally after all these years got to play a project diva arcade cab.

it genuinely has been something i've wanted to do for FOREVER. they had a bunch of import rhythm games,,, i didnt get to play too many due to low funds but I WANT TO GO BACK SO BADLY. i want to play sound voltex.. so bad. sobs. i also won my boyfriend a kuromi plushie out of an UFO catcher on the first try, she fucking dissappeared though... i wish i knew where she went but!? POOF. vanished,,,, oh well.

god then.... a couple days ago i went to the mall closer to home ^__^ i LOVE the mall. if uh, you couldn't tell. i ended up starting my very own CD collection!!! i got:
welcome to the black parade - my chemical romance
saturday night wrist - deftones
diamond eyes - deftones

and my boy ended up grabbing "from under the cork tree" which is such a nostalgic album, i adore it. i've wanted to collect CDS for a while, the album im really looking for is the self-titled "destroy rebuild until god shows" (D.R.U.G.S.) album. and obviously i need the silence in black in white and i wish you were lonely albums from hawthorne heights.

sighs..... thanksgiving is in a few days, i can't say im excited but actually i kinda am. i want mac and cheese..... and fucking potatoes........mhghhgh ,.... DIES

oh also!!! i don't know if i should be sizing up as fast as i am tbh,,,, but i got my ears to a 10g last night ^__^ . i tried a couple days ago but it hurt too much so i waited. i guess last night was the right day to do it though, i didn't get too much resistance, probably because i was in a warm bath beforehand lol.

speaking of being warm, im tired of being awake for the day. yes i slept until like 3pm, no i don't care,.,,, im tired. i want to get under my blankets and be all snuggly... im really excited for it to snow, its one of my favorite weathers. i just adore seeing the world covered in the flurries, its so peaceful! but as always...

thanks for reading, good vibes your way.

-jackary valentine ;-)

heres a pic of me, for the lols.