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Truth is I hate myself, it’s so cringe to say but I don’t belong in this world. I feel like a fuck up everyday. I’m aware no one could truly be Happy forever, as much doubt and hate I have for interrupting the world I too am aware of the slight moments of joy and they are treasured! It’s my fault, everyone blames me but no more than I do myself. There’s too much trauma and pain to personally recover and move on. I always dreamed of running away from it. But I’ve learned that I can’t run from myself. I can prevent damage to the world.