a stupid vent

I have no thoughts of my future as of now tbh, its truly seems bleak and dull now. Nothing kinda interests me anymore and I feel kinda sad. my mind has become scribbles of static. I feel tired, alone, and like it's my all fault, but I need push that to the side, doesn't matter, its makes me look weak and Immature. I need to stop feel like this. I think I will be ok. I will be fine. I'll be ok