Ember's Diary #1: Coming Out at Work?

I currently work a couple different jobs, and I am hoping that I can safely come out at both of them!

One of my coworkers is a very awesome, sweet, supportive girl-- and I know she will support me once I come out to her! As of me writing this I am out to nobody in real life-- only my online friends.

I keep daydreaming about what my future will be like. I know that it won't always be perfect, and I will still go through a lot of pain sometimes, but I can't help but believe that life will be easier once I live as my true self.

I keep daydreaming about the small things. Women are allowed to bring their purses and bags-- and I keep thinking about doing the same. What would the purse I would carry look like? What would i keep in it? Would I get to dress the way i want when i go into work? Could I wear a professional looking dress, or at least a pastel sweater-- or a "Mens" shirt with cute prints on it?

I'm thinking so many thoughts. I am nervous, but at the same time-- i feel overjoyed.

I feel super excited; I just hope I'm not getting my hopes up.