Depression

"Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that tries to die

As a fire once burning has faded,

with love &  desire diminished

frozen in time & I am now chained at the heart all is dim; it matters not.

My dear ones heart I have not got.

As I cry in the dark & my tears hit my pillow these tears that r filled with such sorrow I’m longing for love, that I don’t feel like I have I’m swimming all alone in a pool of darkness & I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level... I feel like Nobody really knows nobody has any reasons why

nobody has any solutions either

all I know is that life is so very complicated

Living inside my head day in & day out is like living in a world i can’t control