Finally Free

The endless chaos in this life

Just trying to find my own way 

Trying to hold me down

Trying to be the ones in control of my fate

Trying to redirect my goals & dreams

They just don’t get it (get the fuck outta my life) 

They all seem to keep holding on

Can’t seem to let go of their idea of me

Blinded by the fantasy of what they expect me to be

Expectations will be the end every time

I just wanna be free 

Still vying for my love and attention

Trying to change me

To who they want me to be

Trying to get me to settle for less than what I deserve

Love is not the game I’m playing in life anymore

(the only love I need is mine)

Soul mates aren’t real, so many people and they all have… 

This idea Of the one

This idea of what romantic love is

But you’re all clueless 

Expectations will be the end every time 

They all seem to keep holding on

Can’t seem to let go of their idea of me

Blinded by the fantasy of what they expect me to be 

Expectations will be the end every time 

Broken free from the chains of what society says we all need to make it in this world 

Finding who I am after so long

I am finally free, I’m wide awake now

I see the path so clearly right in front of me

I’m walking it alone, happily

(April 2021)