about friends!!!

pplease give me some time if you want me 2message you firstt i have to like mentally prepare myselff /srs also if you can please use tone indicators (mostly /j, /srs, /ij, /pos, /neg, /nm /p, /r and /lyr) !! its ok if you dont i just sometimes dont understand if people are joking or not '^_^ /srs.. btww i also get nervous when i have to message people so as i said please give me time!!!!! messaging people or responding stuff makes me feel nervouss :( anyways yeahh err i think thats it??? i may add more stuff to know like... before making me your friendd but uhm yeah!!!