gonna update my blog to avoid changing my profile for now lol

I wanna make a lot of changes to my profile but I'm not completely sure what I wanna do yet. I kinda wanna make it more bright and sparkly, but I also want to make it more dark and emo. maybe even gothic? idk lol

but anyway, life has been kind of busy. I've been helping my mom renovate her room in return for her helping me with mine, and it's been super hard work. I've also been working on my story, and this morning I looking through my note pad to see if I could piece anything together but it didn't really help that much since I've expanded on a bunch of stuff, which I guess could be a good thing in a way. I'm just afraid that I'm making it too complicated somehow, or that it's not even that good in the first place. I'm gonna keep going with it despite my insecurities because I've been trying to finish this story since I first came up with it in like 2017, so I feel a kind of obligation. It would be really disappointing if I never completed it, and I wanna make it the best I can, even it doesn't turn out that great.