i’m confused 🚶🏽‍♂️

ok ok ok

i dated this cute dude in august-september  right? 

but i can say that me and him kinda got set up pretty quickly,my friend kinda forced us into a relationship with each other,i mean the feelings were mutual we both like each other a lot and i treated him really lovingly sending him love songs and stuff. next thing you know in a few weeks we broke up quite unfortunate and in a weird ass way so there was barely any closure conversation or clarity and stuff. and a few weeks ago i had multiple dreams about him,about us talking,hanging out etc,and my energy feels really drawn to him..this is something really weird and big for me since i’m a spiritual person. and my friends have been getting ”concerned” because he’s been staring at me a lot,when i walk by,when i speak,when i laugh,when i playfight with my friends,basically every chance he can get. but he’s also being avoidant so like wth,idfk what this even meannnssssss ugh! DX< and we basically are squashed up in each other’s presence at school and even when he’s hanging around a crowd of girls or with his friends...

he’s looking at me.

(i’ll also probably post this on the dreams and spirituality category or make a forum cause i need a explanation !)