SO MUCH FUN.

11/10/22 5:11PM
listening to: dead! - my chemical romance

takes a very sharp, dramatic breath.
hello everyone, im back once again to torment those who may read my blog. and god do i have a lot to talk about this time. lets see.... it all started saturday the 5th. yeah, its taken
me this long to gain the energy to write this -__-;;;;
long story short, my boyfriends parents moved him down to south carolina without like, considering his feelings. so on his 18th my friend (who we will call j) and i went on a little mission
to steal him back and bring him back up north LOL. we left at around 11am on the 5th and didnt get back up to state until 6am on the 6th... i got to witness my boyfriend turn 18 in a waffle house
in the middle of north carolina lol. (happy birthday bug, love u lots). ended up "crashing" on j's couch before i had to take my silly ass into work, which just about killed me. working 10 hours
after being awake for nearly 24 is some shit x__X.

however, though my tank is nearly on E, my boyfriend coming back is the best thing that could have possibly happened. once the 7th (monday) rolled around i got to go pick him up and bring him to
my place lol. i wanted to celebrate his birthday,,, spend quality time together after he moved back in like july T__T . we saw eachother in between at blue ridge rock fest in september, but god it's
hard! i missed him so bad,, literally let me tell you there is not a better man out there to cuddle with. i apparently fell asleep in his arms within the span of 5 minutes one day. that is a FEAT for me.

anyways, we ended up cutting and dying eachothers hair,, though it was more like he did 99% of the work and i sat there and looked pretty. he cut his, then mine, then he bleached his and mine, put the red dye in mine, did all of his own,
and the only thing i had to do was put the black in my hair.. which turned out really nicely, the red isnt super visible in my hair because the bleach couldn't knock out all of my previous box black, it only got my
roots,,, but! it lead to a really cool red underneath that peaks thru when i brush my hair a certain way or get it out of my eyes (impossible, i could never).

we also ended up watching house of a thousand corpses, which is one of his favorite movies
and yknow. i see why, from... what i remember it was good. (...i say from what i remember because i was fucked up. like. i know this little spot in the woods thats super peaceful, i had been meaning to show him for a while. ended up drinking a couple smirnoff ice..
let me tell you. sitting on the floor in your room drunk as fuck while your big ass teddy bear of a boyfriend holds you.. is such a euphoric feeling. i remember just looking up at him while i was snuggled up against his side and :-( ... he's so handsome i want to cry rn)
getting to fall asleep in his arms was so nice... then we woke up ungodly early at like 7am the next day. shockingly i was not hungover!? which is weird because. i drank 3 smirnoff and i dont drink at All.
like.. ever. umm. i made him pancakes <333 we had my place to ourselves for a bit so i got to play malewife simulator lol. AND I GOT HIM INTO SOUTH PARK. we watched a couple of the episodes that are centered around the goth kids because, they're fucking hilarious
and went on a little sidequest to try and find a plushie of pete, which i had seen there not long ago... but they only had michael u__u. so we sacrificed him to a dinosaur :3

god.. then last night we went to a park near his house, the moon was orange so i was hoping to catch it while we were out there. but it didn't last as long as i wanted it to. though theres something wonderful about
being able to bask in the pale moonlight with your lover, sitting in the woods on a lookout point just.. admiring the night sky, and eachothers warmth. before it inevitably gets too cold and both of your feet go numb lol

so....! thats what happened these past couple days.. though PERSONALLY i have more news lol. i sized my ears up from a 14g to a 12g!!! there was like... no resistance at all and hnfdgjsdfg its so cool to feel, i also
got my snakebites changed out to my dream jewelry, which sized them up from a 16g to a 14g, which will ultimately give me more jewelry options anyways. i got my dream haircut, finally. im getting my second lobes pierced tomorrow...
i feel,,,,,, super good LOL.

AND. AFTER THIS WEEKEND, I GET TO BRING MY BOYFRIEND OVER AGAIN, AND ON TUESDAY WE LEAVE FOR THE TRINITY OF TERROR SHOW IN BALTIMORE. !!!!!! OH MY GOD.... chris motionless im coming for you. just like i did vic fuentes.....
i wish we could have gotten floor tix, but waited a little too long and Fuck those resale prices. my boyf did end up getting the VIP upgrades though so.... FREE MERCH LOL.
in conclusion, ill have a lot more to write about next week too, so stay tuned.

peace out..........
-jackary