hi guys!

im really close to killing myself guys help me shiould i liove stream it lolllll just kiddingggg ahahahahaha anyways how are you guys ????? i think you guys are cool but its surprisinhg to me how many eviol evil evil people exist out there. im used and no one loves me. imm tired of the blade shold i make a video of me talking on the phone with my friend ka and eelia hahahahah im just kidding i made them up. my friend paola just abandonde me and im so sad about it. no one is here for me . im going to a psych ward again in a bit and im scared. i really like movies im likwe a film bro i like lots of movies i like music i have no hobbies any more. i go to an art high school and that exists becase i like in east europe not leaking my info looooln. i dont enjoy summer and i dont enjoy drawinng anymore. its my dream since i was a small child to be an artist but its all over now. i used to enjoy making lots of things on paper and my phpe. but it doesnt exist any more because i have depression. i dont know how they admmidete me in this institution i have been ibn kuksa. i wonder if anyone i know actally saw my profiule. im scared . i dont want to die. i want to kill myself . i am a very bad person and i promised myself that i woudl not gert better or worse i dont remember. i wish you would belive and undersztand what i need to escapüe these thouts. i have frequent emotional outbursts because im upser of the lidde i fot i hat eberyone around me and no im not being just a slight bit annoying i kbniow many people but not many good people. i wish i wasnt here. w e get such a bporing glimpse into conciousness. so boring . no on onts to ward on 9 5 ,. i hopew the next breath i take is my last. by eguys ill make a twi h andf 4 chamn is a xstrange website full of creeps.... do you guys remeber amne??? i use dto be on this website when i wa<s young actually app. hey gus do you know there are parasites that control snails mind????? what???? i hgoipe i die. i always thout it would be cool to be killed by a hitman . or my onw hands scrape the concrete i am hopless for a better life.........i