ringringringringring (call denied)

imprints on the backs of your hands and bruises you gave yourself. lay waste to the evidence in 5 seconds flat on your back. the desire of being loved by the world that loved you, until you grew up- maybe it didnt back then, either. "because i said so" means more than reasons when youre on a trip to electracity and the powers gone out. security systems never kept you safe, burglars are so scary when the call is coming from inside the house, from the landline she bought and paid for so why would you ask for anything better? the world loves you, remember, even when it doesnt. even when the circulation is so bad you want to cut your hand off, the hand she gave you, isnt she so nice. at least you dont live in the gutters where you feel most at home.