hello im so miserable

hi everyone. i am so fucking sad right now. i woke up to go work but i just couldn't cope with the idea of being so sad and alone in a room full of people. i feel like crying.

meant to be seeing my darling lover tonight and i don't know how to feel about him seeing me like this. i really need him to hold me. i need him to physically hold me together so I don't fall apart :'(

i cut all my hair off. will do laundry. might do a wordsearch.

ok bye everyone xoxo

10:23am | 08/11/2022