24 pov life pod bloodsucking spaceship slut.

motherfucker. black tea . fucking sex.

lately.... ive been feeling something.

lately ive been feeling things.  these things are good emotions and bad emotions.

pussy.

things have been very rocky for me as if i am on a one ticket one way neverending rollarcoaster ride of the famous saying " fuck me gently with a chainsaw" but also lets have the most aromatic jasmine honey infused tea before beddy time and snuggle up tight to ur pillow dont let the bed bugs bite sort or thing.

weirdo.

lately ive been feeling very ugly about myself but very much so inlove.

i feel stupid but nobody is ever going to see this so why does this even matter for typing like a loser on the couch by myself while bob watches old batman movies and im drinking a glass of 8.99 red wine called " love my goat" my friends really want to enjoy the blood moon tonight and i would rather rot in bed and be a fat cunt because i feel super bloated.

feelings but i am loved.

could i use this blog as a diary of my thoughts.....

of course i fucking can because this is a part of life of overcoming fears of the unkown and what society implants into our skulls as little kiddos fucking sick am i right? 

and i dont give a rats ass if it makes sense or not.

these are feelings

listen i feel like i overate today i have and eating disorder my boyfriend loves me and wants me to have a great time with my friends today and watch the blood moon and the best i can do is complain online and drink a glass of red wine and just in other words sit in my own shit.

i said my crap now lets move on.

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