WORK SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh -_-!!!!!!!!!! for those of u who havent checked out my journal on my neocities, i have a job working with truck drivers. ive been doing it for like a month. what sucks about this job is that i dont get paid until a driver passes a bunch of tests and stuff and actually goes to work. the fcking problem is that so far none of them even answer my calls after the initial application process, so ive been working for almost a month and havent made ANY MONEY!!!!!! and my husband lives very far away from me, so i dont get to see him often right now. im trying to save up money to move because hes studying for a nice degree right now and cant work much .....................but its HARD!!!!!

so anyways, im going 2 rant here about my annoying job....... my boss is a nice person with a kind heart and hes very helpful but sometimes hes TOO FRICKEN ENTHUSIASTIC!!!! last week he hired like a bajillion new ppl and hes basically completely changed the job since the month ago i started working there. i keep getting shitty leads and i live in a place with really bad wifi so all day im like this:

and so whenever i call drivers the reception is fkin terrible and they cant hear me and i always wanna just fucking hang up then and never call back, but then theres always fuckin somebody who "wants to apply for a job" so i have to spend thirty minutes on the fuckin phone KNOWING THEYRE NOT ACTUALLY GONNA FOLLOW UP ABOUT THE FRICKEN JOBBBB D:<<<<!!!!!!

i know truck driving is hard work. i think drivers are really nice people BUT FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF THEYRE SO FLAKY!!!!!!!!!! AND I HAVE NO MONEY. i should have known from the start when my boss was like telling me how theres no salary I SHOULDNT HAVE FUCKEN DONE IT!!!!!!! i hate sales. im a bad salesperson. i literally hate talking on the phone. this isnt gonna work out for me. i tried to be optimistic going into it but UGH!!!!!!      

im tired!!! im annoyed!!! i want to see my bf/bff/husband/fave person >:(((((((