this weeks blog, cuz i havent made one in a while

i had nothing really to talk about in a specific blog so im putting my thoughts into one single unified blog.

anyway... koreans been getting pretty difficult as of late. im having more difficulty remembering the expressions i learn, which i guess is natural since i havent had the time to train them yet, but its worrying me a bit. i need to remember to use these words & expressions on my day to day life or else i just wont remember them. i recently learned how to say something is (or isnt) tasty, how to ask for stuff, ect... but i havent had the chance to use them in real life just yet. maybe i should just bite the bullet and start saying them out loud, even if they confuse people around me? maybe thatll help.

also, worlds final is today! this is my first time watching lolesports and it has been pretty fun all things considered. nothing else to say, i just hope T1 wins...

i also found another group to play league with, and theyre pretty fun. they seem to be accepting of my bad abilities at the game, which i desperately need because i am BAD at league, but also celebrate the moments where i do something well, like hitting a really good galio ult. so thats nice. i like playing with people who wont disrespect me, who knew.

i have also been drawing a lot recently but cant say ive been proud of most of the results... i think this is probably a result of forcing myself to draw every single day, because i have a lot of self worth issues intertwined with it. if i dont draw, people dont care about me. thats what i think anyways... i should probably start taking more breaks, really, but its hard. taking care of myself is really hard.

and thats it... probably? again i had nothing new to talk about this week so my blogs just been crickets. aside from still practicing a dance with my class for a music play this december, theres nothing really going on in life. i sure have been playing a lot of league though.