Sometimes, I Feel Okay. Maybe.

I've just started a new/additional medication. I'm on Lamictal, Trileptal, and now Wellbutrin. I've taken Wellbutrin before, but the side effects kinda sucked. This time around, though, I feel fine, except the goddamn tinnitis ha. My psych says that the side effects shouldn't be as bad since I'm on mood stabilizers now as well. Time will tell. Anyway, yeah.

Sometimes I feel okay. That's why I'm bipolar, not clinically depressed. I do get breaks every now and then, unlike people with straight depression, but the breaks kinda suck, too. It just doesn't feel real. It's like I know my brain is playing a cruel trick on me. This is one of those times, but now, maybe I'll feel a lot better more of the time because now I have an antidepressant in addition to my mood stabilizers.

I really hope this shit works because I need to get my fucking life together.

Love, Saves.

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