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i havent been posting cause my laptop charger doesnt work anymore : ( i can charge it whit my nintendo switch charger, but only when its off 😭 so when its charged i usually focus on drawing cause the battery dies quick but i cant think of anything to draw rn. also i got sick :( it was the worst timing ever😭 i talked to the school counselor thing for the first time last week, and i really liked talking to her. we were supposed to tallk again last thursday but since i got sick on monday i couldnt go:((((((( also also i have a crush on one of my classmates .......🤭maybe its just that i havent had any human interaction (except my mom and brother and online friends) for like over a year tho. idk how to feel about her tbh cause we dont even speak in svhool... shes shy too but like pls😭😭 shes not shy with the others in th class so why not me😢 shes even been to my apartment once but THAT WAS SO AWKWARDDD neither of us knew what to do or say💀💀 we played genshin toeggther tho and then we started talking in the chat and like quietly laughing💀 also she hasnt said anything to me nt being in shcool and soemtimes shell just reply with sob emojis😭😭😭 maybe its my fault for expecintg shed talk to me the whole day cause i do that with any online friend i have tho idk