apologies for my absence

sorry i've been not kinda on here lately, just got this up on my pc to type in , all is going well ! finishing up art at the moment (ive said this abit over the last few days but i'm actually rly closing ends on this piece lol) that i'm actually pretty damn proud of, even if it doesn't turn out the best i put as much work into this as i cld,, cld most likely get it up tomorro? few stuff left to do but it's coming along nicely in my eyes :]

regardless regardless, atm i'm sorta just like. yeah. to be frank i've never been the best to get into the posting mindset with these ???????? like i do have thoughts and stuff in passing i think wld be great to put down it's just that it's awkward for me to kinda open up n share abt this kinda stuff,, regardless regardless yeahh!! i mean in general i cld get alot more comfortable with posting and putting myself out there, it's never been smth easy enough for me to do it's always sort of been a constant. do have to say tho i do like kinda writing more longform posts like this tbh which i think this website def has a hold over ???? i do sound like i'm rambling but it's easier for me to kinda articulate thoughts into stuff here and whatnot jjd

despite all that atm i'm just sorta, alright? my break ends soon so i'll be right back up into the swing of school which i'm very muchso not happy abt :] i spend a fair bit of time out during school days and it usually just leaves me burnt out so i don't get much done,, regardless my best i'll def try to do, think i'll just take the rest of this one day at a time ??? of course i don't wanna rush myself w anything so i'll be taking everything mostly just when it happens or is

regardless!!!! yeah!! god i don't wanna go off too much longer bc i don't wanna seem like i just go off forever so i'll leave it here !! i do not have a good signoff